Coffee and a Cigarette


I use this blog as a way to provide myself with a therapy of sorts. I struggle with depression, and anxiety. My fears sometimes keep me awake at night. I decided to start blogging the night I stayed awake all night holding onto my husband like he was the only thing that anchored me to this world. I couldn’t stop crying, my fear was crippling. That’s when I decided to try this. I want professional help, but there’s no way I can afford it. My hope is that by writing about it where someone can read it, I may learn something about my fears that don’t make them so bad. Or that I’ll learn how to cope with them.

Despite my fears and depression, that isn’t how I usually am. Usually, I’m optimistic, happy, and generally care free. The times that I am like that are rare, but they are debilitating.

I am open to your comments, suggestions, and opinions on my fears and problems. I wouldn’t have taken them to a public place if I weren’t.

Thank you for stopping by. Thank you for reading what really is a part of me.


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